what comes out of her mouth

i'm kels:
i like to do my own thing,
run in thunderstorms,
drink milkshakes,
and sleep alone.

i want to go back to asia

like, right now. this week could just be over. i wouldn’t mind.

also, while i’m on the subject of complaining. could someone come fix my chest please? i wanna do stuff. i also miss people who sleep with me and rub my back and kiss my nose and love me. well, that one person.

ok, i’m done now

i was sweeping the kitchen floor this evening

and kind of clenching my jaw/biting my lip/doing that weird thing with your face that only you do when you concentrate and thinking about how everyone has a concentrating face and how it can’t be good i’m grinding my teeth and -

i look up and dr don’s sitting at the kitchen table doing the exact same face while he works at his computer. genetics

(i hope i got his horseshoes too like momma bear keeps saying)

homemade popcorn

and lots of orange juice and black tea and going through my wardrobe for giveaways and things to sell and painting nails

instead of studying for economics